| and it's been like another year. |
[03 Mar 2006|12:21am] |
I know, but what's the point of even reintroducing myself? What's the point? I leave and come back all the time. Deal.
I'm dating Nate. Caleb and I broke up forever ago. Since then, I've lived on my own for seven months. And now I'm back home. Okay, now that we're all caught up... what about yourself?
It's really almost been a year since I've been here. That's kind of awesome. I don't mind. This past year was moving so slow in the beginning, and moved so fast in the end. It didn't even seem like I lived in the apartment that long. But I guess I did. I'm pretty proud of myself.
See, I lived with Mandy for a while. She's my cousin. We've always been cool, and relatively close (for a cousin that's always live in different states), but it was really nice having her as a roommate for a while. She was my best friend for a few months. But then she decided that she needed to be with her boyfriend more than I needed her. So she left. And I couldn't afford anything anymore. And that was the end. So I had to move back home. And it's a shame because I hate being here. While I was gone, I was so much happier. And as soon as I moved back home, all these feeling of depression came back to me. Even though I was broke on my own, at least I was happy. Now I can afford anything, I just hate my life.
god, that's such an exaggeration. I don't hate my life. I'm defintely grateful to NOT be poor anymore. I just don't feel the same happiness I felt when I was on my own. I don't get along with my dad at all. And so far, I've hated everytime I've had to be around him. It makes me unhappy.
Now, I don't have a car. It stopped running and I sold it to a friend for $50. I don't have anything except Nate. I work as much as possible, but I hate it. I don't know what I'm doing right now and I want to figure it out so bad. help?
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[07 May 2005|09:59am] |
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Unbelievable. I have absolutely nothing to do today, except to clean my room.
And I have to listen to vinyl because all of my cds are in my car. I can't wait to move out of this shithole. Only a few more months. Man, I need to get another job.
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